When people ask me a question: “What do you do for living?” my most direct and honest answer would be: “I talk to God”. And before you conclude that I have lost my plot or what I am saying is some sort of new-age rubbish, hear me out!

My spiritual awakening started with a huge blow on April 13^th, 2004. That was the day my beloved father died suddenly of a heart attack. Exactly 6 weeks before my son was born. To say I was shocked and deeply grieving my loss and also my son’s loss for not meeting his wonderful grandpa, would be an understatement of the century! At that point my whole world was shaken, I started questioning everything that I knew so far. With every cell of my being I felt that death can’t be the end.

I grew up in ex Yugoslavia, it was a communist country during my childhood. We didn’t go to church. We weren’t allowed to believe or even talk about God, angels, anything spiritual. We just existed on rational level, emotions were something you need to suppress, not feel, or God forbid to show them! I once asked my dad: “What happens when we die?” His reply was: “Nothing, we disappear and our bodies get buried in the ground where they turn into soil over time”. I couldn’t accept that picture, it was too grim and hopeless.

When he died I had some metaphysical experiences so started searching for answers. Book that changed my life was “Conversations with God” by Neale Donald Walsh. That book gave me all the answers I was looking for and confirmed all that I deeply believed in, even though I didn’t know where my knowledge was coming from. I was searching further, my thirst was almost insatiable, I was trying to understand myself and how whole life works. I read like crazy, attended numerous workshops, seminars, trainings, they all felt as building blocks in my search for the meaning of life.

I have always had a deep fear of doctors, intuitively knowing that modern medicine understanding of human body and health is just not deep enough. Human body is not like a machine, there is a huge innate wisdom that needs to be respected and understood. On that intuitive level I have always knew that when something is wrong with my health this is my body’s way of trying to communicate with me, I just didn’t understand its language at that time.

Through my own health challenges I was lead to path of understanding how human body works and what a HUGE role our emotions and traumas have in our health.

Through my own life challenges I got so disconnected from my true self that health issues were acting as another wake up call. I remember when a very skilful, experienced astrologer looked at my natal chart and she told me I am about to be a healer! I almost fell out of a chair from laughing out loud, I didn’t believe her, I thought I was too broken myself to be of any help to anyone!

But she was right, I was doing that all along, not even being aware of that. Since my early teenage years I was taking medical care of my father who was a diabetic, for his sake I learned all that is to be learned at that time about that illness. Also, I was always a go to person to all my friends who had some kind of problem. I was always providing a shoulder to cry on, giving them  some comfort or advice, it came naturally to me.

Even people who I didn’t know me at all were confiding in me. Shop assistants would tell me their whole life story without me even asking a single thing. My husband found that deeply amusing, but it was leaving me confused and often feeling “not good enough”, because in my eyes I wasn’t doing enough, I was just listening. Now I know I was wrong, because being a good listener is sometimes all that a person needs, feeling being heard and understood is priceless.

Anyhow, I wanted more, I wanted a practical way to help people out. At first I wanted more probably just to help myself heal all my numerous hurts and wounds.

Step by step I was lead to path of self healing through process of spiritual awakening, during that time I met many wonderful teachers and healers who helped me out, process was sometimes pretty painful, but at the end so worth of all the pain.

I reached a point of having enough life experiences, knowledge and skills to help others too. I was over the Moon for finding my life purpose, finally! All other previous jobs I hade didn’t resonate with me. Helping others heal is my life mission and I was doing that since the day I was born, but I wasn’t aware of that.

I became open enough to ask God many questions and open enough to get answers.

Finding blocks and imbalances and releasing them is my way to help people heal.

What I am doing anybody could do, only if they are willing to learn and even more so, to listen. God is talking to everyone, but not too many people are listening! We are too busy doing, talking, thinking, trying to figure out everything on our own. We are meant to be human BEings, not human DOings, but often times we get so busy DOing that we forget to just BE.

My father’s death made me realize that life without faith in God and angels is too dark and too boring for me. Ever since I have opened up to them in my life became so much better!

So, I talk to God very often and I do it for a living too, acting as a go between for all of those who feel disconnected, sad and lost. In my conversations with God I have so much fun. God is a very witty being, very kind, loving and gentle, giving us lessons to learn, but at the same time all the support we need (if we are willing to receive it).

I believe that God is Love and Love is God and since I started believing that my whole life was transformed.